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Tunes From The Psych Ward

by Miss Horizon Rose

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goosemixtapes the artist's voice is beautiful & the lyrics are even more so! a lovely little piece that i cherish. Favorite track: grow UP already.
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1.
the stars are burning out as they drift across the sky their lights are fading out as they softly float on by but i can't grab them, catch them, keep them close to home i can't hold them tight and never let them go (breathe the stardust, feel the light break your heart before it breaks tonight) let the stars pass by as i stand and watch them burn let the lights in the heavens become my broken words 'cause i can't trust myself, i can't let myself be true so twinkle, twinkle, little star, shine and show the truth my heart is dead, come and bring it back to life it's angry and dark, come and make it sweet and light though i am tired, i am far away from home the stars will guide me, make me feel much less alone (breathe the stardust, feel the light break your heart before it breaks tonight) let the stars pass by as i stand and watch them burn let the lights in the heavens become my broken words 'cause i can't trust myself, i can't let myself be true so twinkle, twinkle, little star, shine and show the truth i see the stardust as it glitters on my fingers i see the shining stars above me tonight i know my mind is on the glimmer as it lingers across the dusk in the pale moonlight let the stars pass by as i stand and watch them burn let the lights in the heavens become my broken words 'cause i can't trust myself, i can't let myself be true so twinkle, twinkle, little star, shine and show the truth let the stars pass by as i stand and watch them burn let the lights in the heavens become my broken words 'cause i can't trust myself, i can't let myself be true so twinkle, twinkle, little star, shine and show the truth
2.
insomnia 03:46
it's 1:21 in the morning & i can't really sleep tossing and turning, up and down when i should be sleeping deep you know that i love you i hope that you love me too we're stars in the sky, we're burning bright you're the sun, baby I'm your moon i know what's keeping me up & it's not my roommate's snores it's the fact that i'm in love with you & with others i'm mostly bored i can't sleep because of my love for you i can't sleep, i wanna know if you love me too i can't sleep because you're all i need i can't sleep and you're my sleeping - aid me please you're the thing i dream about when i can get to sleep, that is you're the best thing that's happened to me and you're the one i want to be with some things i want more than life more than anything i know i wanna share my life with you i wanna tell you I love you so i know what's keeping me up & it's not my roommate's snores it's the fact that i'm in love with you & with others i'm mostly bored i can't sleep because of my love for you i can't sleep, i wanna know if you love me too i can't sleep because you're all i need i can't sleep and you're my sleeping - aid me please you're probably sleeping, at least it's likely it's 2:43 by now you're probably sleeping, at least it's likely but i want you to know i can't sleep because of my love for you i can't sleep, i wanna know if you love me too i can't sleep because you're all i need i can't sleep and you're my sleeping - aid me please i can't sleep because of my love for you i can't sleep, i wanna know if you love me too i can't sleep because you're all i need i can't sleep and you're my sleeping - aid me please
3.
just a sliver of your skin an overdose of oxygen they say that it is medicine to be at peace would be a sin tonight i'm trying just to breathe again all i am is innocence furious ambivalence alive through my own diligence my mind is so magnificent but you don't get the true significance i'm breaking down tonight though you try to stop it, try to fight i'm breaking down inside all your wrongs become my rights i'm breaking down breaking down tonight i break my heart, i pace the room this hospital becomes a tomb my agonies are all renewed i realize that i'm imbued with qualities that keep me far from you i look around, i come undone the world around me weighs a ton i'm taking hints from everyone they tell me that i've been outdone i've lost before i even have begun i'm breaking down tonight though you try to stop it, try to fight i'm breaking down inside all your wrongs become my rights i'm breaking down breaking down tonight i'm breaking down tonight though you try to stop it, try to fight i'm breaking down inside all your wrongs become my rights i'm breaking down breaking down tonight breaking down breaking down breaking down tonight
4.
i know for sure you loved me; you told me as such my love for you was as the stars, i loved you oh so much but then you up and left me, without a second glance you told me that you hated me, you gave me not a chance and now butterflies seem a little bit dimmer now (now that you're gone) this hole in my heart seems a little bit bigger now (now that you're gone) i know i wish you'd never left; i know i wish i could have you back it's hard for me to write this song - now that you're gone i'm pretty sure you loved me; it's hard for me to find but you sure as hell didn't love me when i stepped out of line you treated me like garbage, you told me i was wrong i wanted you to love me, but we couldn't get along and now butterflies seem a little bit dimmer now (now that you're gone) this hole in my heart seems a little bit bigger now (now that you're gone) i know i wish you'd never left; i know i wish i could have you back it's hard for me to write this song - now that you're gone i don't know if i loved you, don't know if you loved me 'cause when i opened up to you, you told me just to leave you told me i was off to hell, and now i don't know why but every time i see your face, i feel like i should cry but still butterflies seem a little bit dimmer now (now that you're gone) this hole in my heart seems a little bit bigger now (now that you're gone) i know i wish you'd never left; i know i wish i could have you back it's hard for me to write this song i miss you, you know the words you used to sing to me are poison to my ever-aching throat i miss you, you know but after what you said to me, i shouldn't feel a thing for you, i don't and still butterflies seem a little bit dimmer now (now that you're gone) this hole in my heart seems a little bit bigger now (now that you're gone) i know i wish you'd never left; i know i wish i could have you back it's hard for me to write this song butterflies seem a little bit dimmer now (now that you're gone) this hole in my heart seems a little bit bigger now (now that you're gone) i know i wish you'd never left; i know i wish i could have you back it's hard for me to write this song - now that you're gone
5.
!!! you !!! 04:12
i took your hand, and you put your hand in mine and in the dark, oh my heart it came to life i trust in you, and i know you trust me too this isn't rocket science, i was meant to be with you and over space and time i always will come back i'll always be there for you and neither life nor pain nor death will make us part this is my promise, my truth and I know, darling, it is hard for you to be open to someone that you know but trust me, darling, i will keep your heart safe i'll hold you tight, won't let you go and over space and time i always will come back i'll always be there for you and neither life nor pain nor death will make us part this is my promise, my truth [chorus (vocalized)] you're beautiful, my darling, you are my source of strength you're wonderful and you are true and i can tell you, darling, i can make you know you're perfect, lovely, and I love you and over space and time i always will come back i'll always be there for you and neither life nor pain nor death will make us part this is my promise, my truth and over space and time i always will come back i'll always be there for you and neither life nor pain nor death will make us part this is my promise, my truth
6.
the sky tonight is starless, the ocean is dark the lights of the city are dim in my heart there's broken glass everywhere in the moonlight the pieces are shattered and sharp the sunset was so many hours ago i can't see a thing in the moonlight's soft glow it's three in the morning, and i'm still awake what's happening to me, i don't know what would you do, what would you do if you could do nothing but fight i'm clawing my way out of this hole i have dug i'm destroying the things that i used to love i'm telling my friends to all leave me alone i'm sleeping on streets right in front of my home i'm running so fast from the monster i freed i'm leaving the things behind me that i need i'm killing myself when i just want to live "why do you want to die?" "cause i already did" their eyes are boring through me, they keep pushing me away they force me to go, though i just want to stay i know it's not good for me, it's breaking me down my view of them is blackened and grey my head hurts, my head hurts, like a migraine but worse the voices in my head, they are losing all their words it's hard to understand them, it's hard to see straight but when they leave me, i swear and i curse what would you do, what would you do if you could do nothing but fight i'm clawing my way out of this hole i have dug i'm destroying the things that i used to love i'm telling my friends to all leave me alone i'm sleeping on streets right in front of my home i'm running so fast from the monster i freed i'm leaving the things behind me that i need i'm killing myself when i just want to live "why do you want to die?" "cause i already did" what would you do, what would you do if you could do nothing but fight what would you do, what would you do if you couldn't see any light i'm clawing my way out of this hole i have dug i'm destroying the things that i used to love i'm telling my friends to all leave me alone i'm sleeping on streets right in front of my home i'm running so fast from the monster i freed i'm leaving the things behind me that i need i'm killing myself when i just want to live "why do you want to die?" "cause i already did" i'm trying to stop it, i want to be free they're trying to keep me, i just want to leave i'm running away, cause it's all i can do i'd keep myself safe, if only they knew what would you do, what would you do if you could do nothing but fight
7.
my breath is cold, and yours is warm your smile is wide, and it keeps me from harm you take my hand, there's a blush on my cheeks just between the two of us, you make my heart beat i love you in day or in night i love you in dark or in light you are the stars in my dreams your love is enough to make my heart pound a flurry of smiles and never a frown your eyes are soft, my love for you grows just how much do i love you? only heaven knows i love you in day or in night i love you in dark or in light you are the stars in my dreams your love, your love, your love is enough your love, your love, to make my heart blush your love, your love, one thing that i trust your love, your love, i love it so much i love you in day or in night i love you in dark or in light you are the stars in my dreams i love you in day or in night i love you in dark or in light you are the stars in my dreams
8.
i feel the rain falling on my skin and god only knows what i'm fighting it's a heart attack, voices in the wind a spark turned into a flame igniting i'm broken down, collapsing into dust and the stars light up like a wayward rocket but i know right now, for the two of us the boat is ours, we shouldn't rock it and all i know is this is our, our universe our, our love and peace we are the deities of our own heart the fire in and behind your eyes burns brighter than an inferno of red and blue, of fire and of ice the sky above, and the grass below the fireworks blaze throughout the sky i catch your gaze as the sparkles fade away i kiss your face, i take your hand in mine the night becomes the softest glow of day and all i know is this is our, our universe our, our love and peace we are the deities of our own heart aphrodite is no match to your beauty eros couldn't measure to your love every angel and every mystery is a poor substitute for you and all i know is this is our, our universe our, our love and peace we are the deities of our own heart our, our universe our, our love and peace we are the deities of our own heart
9.
divinity 05:42
give me your hand 'cause i trust myself with it more than with my own give me your heart 'cause god only knows i've spent so many years alone and i know that i'm unclean but know you're everything to me put your hand on my chest rest your forehead on mine so i know i am blessed so i know i'm divine wrap your arms 'round my waist keep me sheltered and warm with forgiveness and grace keep me safe from this storm give me your touch cast away every look that's been laid upon this frame give me your gaze like it's the only thing that could take away this pain and i know that i'm unclean but know you're everything to me put your hand on my chest rest your forehead on mine so i know i am blessed so i know i'm divine wrap your arms 'round my waist keep me sheltered and warm with forgiveness and grace keep me safe from this storm give me your moon hide me in the shadows of the deepest darkest night give me your sun bathe me in brilliance, caress me with holy light and i know that i'm unclean but know you're everything to me put your hand on my chest rest your forehead on mine so i know i am blessed so i know i'm divine wrap your arms 'round my waist keep me sheltered and warm with forgiveness and grace keep me safe from this storm and god and her angels may be what the world sees as holy but as for me, i see you only and you know and i know that god cannot touch us here so as for me, i feel no fear put your hand on my chest rest your forehead on mine so i know i am blessed so i know i'm divine wrap your arms 'round my waist keep me sheltered and warm with forgiveness and grace keep me safe from this storm
10.
z 03:08
he sat in the hospital, dying as he waited he knew he was dying, he knew he was fading his pulse was getting softer, the DNR in his head and he looked at the doctor, and this is what he said give me one more minute; give me some more time 'cause this is just too close, and i don't want to die give me one more hour, and give it to me please i know that you can't do it, but you know it's what I need she sat in the office, looking at her phone tears in her eyes as she learned about her home her kids, her job, it was all going away and in that darkest hour, this is what she'd say give me one more minute; give me some more time 'cause this is just too much, and i want to be fine give me one more hour, and give it to me please i know that you don't want to, but you know it's what I need she took a deep breath, and she looked at her friends not understanding any of her plans they wanted to leave her because she was gay and in that single moment, she heard herself say give me one more minute; give me some more time 'cause this is worse than most, and i can't tell you why give me one more hour, and give it to me please i know that you can't help me, but you know it's what I need give me one more minute; give me some more time 'cause this is just too close, and i don't want to die give me one more hour, and give it to me please i know that you can't do it, but you know it's what I need what i need
11.
ponyboy 05:27
i remember when we were kids i remember when we were perfect young and brave, pure and sinless and i had always watched the clouds they told me stories of being bold back before i ever asked forgiveness and all i know is i wish i could be back when i knew what was expected of me when gods were gods, when the world was at my feet back when i was young and wild and carefree i like to think i always loved with all my heart, with all my soul blinding bright, in a blaze of beauty and god himself could not compare to what i felt when i was burning i was my own god, to all who knew me and all i know is i wish i could be back when i knew what was expected of me when gods were gods, when the world was at my feet back when i was young and wild and carefree and god is not the god of my childhood god is not the god of my youth but i am me, i'll always be because i know the truth cause all i know, is i will never be back when i was a much younger me and that's okay, 'cause i have started to see that i am wild and beautiful and lovely
12.
velvet voice, soft laugh, big heart, quiet grin hide your face from the world - but you let me in i love you in ways you cannot understand i love you in ways you cannot comprehend your voice, it rushes all around my brain up and down and back and front, completely perfect aim i love you in ways you cannot understand i love you in ways you cannot comprehend i want to tell you, want to let you know how you are beautiful, how you are strong happy tears in my eyes when i think of yours how much i miss you between breaths on the phone clawing fingers for you, never letting you go tell me you love me my heart tries to beat [beat beat beat beat beat beat] out of my chest when I hear you speak i love you in ways you cannot understand i love you in ways you cannot comprehend i wish your face was mine so i could kiss you in the mirror i wish your heart was with mine, i wish that you were here i love you in ways you cannot understand i love you in ways you cannot comprehend i want to tell you, want to let you know how you are beautiful, how you are strong happy tears in my eyes when i think of yours how much i miss you between breaths on the phone clawing fingers for you, never letting you go tell me you love me i love you in ways you cannot understand i love you in ways you cannot comprehend
13.
ily 04:07
red the color of the blood that stains my skin blue the arteries that run across my wrists love burn with passion, blaze bright as the sun death darkness passes, angels in the sky i'm bleeding and i'm broken and please come back tonight i miss you, sweetheart, miss you please come home to me i know you hate me now but i love you and i miss you and you're awful and i hate you but please come home to me breathe the air that's running gently through my lungs sigh i want to let my heart lay down and rest soft i'm trying to reach out and bring you back hard your heart when i just want to try again i'm bleeding and i'm broken and please come back tonight i miss you, sweetheart, miss you please come home to me i know you hate me now but i love you and i miss you and you're awful and i hate you but please come home to me i want to see your face and know that you're okay i want to scream at you for causing me this pain i want to know you're doing better than you were before i want for you to hurt and i want to bleed you dry i'm bleeding and i'm broken and please come back tonight i miss you, sweetheart, miss you please come home to me i know you hate me now but i love you and i miss you and you're awful and i hate you but please come home to me

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an album i wrote over multiple months in the hospital. an album about pain, recovery, and loss.

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released March 17, 2017

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